I wanted to let that Britney Spears post marinate for a little while. I'm still very excited about the whole experience. But in this day and age of instantaneous gratification, I better get on with an update of some sorts.
Where do I begin?
Last night was
Taylor Swift at the BOK center.
She's awfully adorable. This is the second time I have had the pleasure of photographing her.
I think she is officially the first artist I have photographed twice now. Which is an interesting thing to do. However, this time SHE was the headliner. She has done a lot in the last 12 months.
You can learn a lot about an artist backstage. Once you get off the elevator a whole new world unveils itself to you. Every show has a different personality onstage and backstage. Sometimes the smell of arrogance is so bitter I want to step back onto the elevator and make my way to my station. Other times, like last night, it's a warm friendly environment and the back of the house is an enjoyable place to be.
Taylor was just starting her meet and greet.
Some fans were overly emotional with this experience and couldn't resist... They cried.
Most fans did not.
Taylor greeted each of her fans with an embrace, a warm smile and a short, but pleasant conversation.
She was kind. Very kind. I spent about 30 minutes with her last night and in that time, all I noticed were a series of small acts of kindness and smiles. It's nice and refreshing.
She has a fantastic smile and it is contagious.
In most cases the old adage "Never meet your idols" holds true. But in this case it's nice to know that these fans walk away with a lasting and inspirational experience. Hopefully that inspiration will be the catalyst for something beautiful.
I enjoy watching such displays. The show went well. I was able to capture some great shots of Taylor.
We watched "Sunshine Cleaning" on Saturday night. I highly recommend it to everyone. It's fantastic. And I have an old friend in it. Actually, he was one of my brother's best friends in high school. My brother, along with his rambunctious crew, sort of raised me. Along with a couple of others. Anyway, Cliff is the hardest working cat in Hollywood. AND I'm not joking... The dude has range... Watch the movie. Cliff you're awesome and very inspirational.
Do what you love and the universe will provide.
Over the weekend I spent a lot of time thinking about Powell. Powell was one of my best friends. He was a brother to many of us. For the first time in a long time I thought about how the loss of Powell has influenced my life. For a few years I couldn't find balance. I was either running or I was lost and frustrated. It's a fucked up thing to lose someone you love. Someone so young.
We were all too young. In some ways I regret who I became over those years. I was reckless. Extremely selfish. Very angry. Confused...
I'm still trying to find my footing.
I miss Powell a lot.
We miss Powell a lot. I watched as we all managed the grief. Some did it well. I didn't.
I'm sorry for that.
I am surrounded by the most incredible people in the world.
Love you guys.